sotti valo lagena

sydney te somoy onek taratari chole jay. 3 maser besi hoe gelo. akno valo lagena ar kokono valo lagbe kina janina. bndai wst field e kaj hoise rate. akn kajer tensn ektu komce. janina ki hbe. konar shate reltn nai tbuo mone hoy ase. ei valo somporko ei abr voyanok karap. meatak kokonoi shanti te thakte dilam na. Allah amak map kre dio. o knodin map krbena. kto sopno kto esca kto abeg sob akn dhire dhire jibon theke chole jasce. boro holei jamela. soto thaktei onek valo silam.......misssssss kri s0b onek...

jasce jibon ak rokm

pry arai mas hoe gelo sydney asci. dur akno to kicu valo lagena. gotokal 2000 dlr pataici dese. business korar jnno 1 lac tk dilam shagor ar shakil ke. janina ki ase kopale...tbe dese fire jete chai....onek tk kamate parbo kina janina tbe chesta suru hoe gece. baba k 30000 tk pathabo. hoyto khusi hbe. jai hok income kra to suru hoice. konak onek miss kri. akn to reltn nai. kokono bissas hote chay na o nai amar pase. tobuo onek kicu mene nite hoy. asole ami or joggo konodini cilamna. janina jibone ki ase....jasce jemon jak. Allaha kopale ja rakce s0bi mene nibo. jaiga akn. gumabo

1st income in sydney

sydney asar por thekei mono koste asi onek. k0nar shate mutual brk up holo. ksto lage or shate communication krte parina bole but etai mone hoy valo hoice. Isshor ja kre valor jnno kre tai to jantam. sydney aisa kaj to temn ekta paini. car wash krci 15 din por theke. last friday mane 20th auguest accnte tk asce. ekshate 804 dlar asce. valo lagcilo dheke kub. bola jay ekrkm lifer e 1st income. baba maa bon ta kase nai tai kicu dite parlam na. vbir jnno ekta pizza kine nea gecilam. shimul vai ar vabi ekane amr sob theke aponjon. konak 1st boolci salaryr kotha. basay janaini ar janate parbona. kona k sarajibn tuk tak ja dici baper tky dici. ok nijer tky kicu dite esca krcilo kub. jai hok...tk asa suru krce etai onek kicu. janina ktodur jabo ar ki krbo. ki ase vagge sob to thik krai ase. ami shudu poth chole jai. konak sob theke besi miss kri. dese thakle ato ksto lagtona. akn onek busy hoe geci tarporo ektu somoy pele purano kotha mone pore. ksto hoy. Allah amr mon ta ke sokto kre dao. amk samner dike agate shahos ar sokti dao.

valo lagena

asolei kicu valo lagena. kivabe valo lagbe. ki cilam ar ki hoe gelam. kto valoi na cilam dese. sydney ese tel ber hoe jasce seta beparna jibone ksto na krle naki boro hoa jayna. karap lage onek eka hoe geci. vaggo valo shimul vai ar vabi ase. konak kub miss kri. 8 tarik bllo reltn ar rakbena. amio mene nilam. amadr je reltn venge geleo mone hoy vangena. o anek manosik pain e ase amr jnno. ato valo ekta mear jibon ami koste vore dici. kicui krte prlam na or jnno. ki jani ki ase kopale. o onner bou hbe tai dekte hbe! sotti kicu valo lagena. kamn ekta life chole asci. hoyto akdin ekanei ovvosto hoe jabo. bangladesh ar valo lagbena. kintu maa amr jnno onek osthir thake. dui din phn na delei osthir hoe jay. desei fire jabo kicu cash nea jete parle hoy. obosso manus ja plan kre ta pore onek change hoy. deka jabe ei plano situation er karone change hoe gece. deser sob kicui miss kri onek onek. montak shokto krte hbe amar aro. kanna pay ato. Car wash krtici akno. karap na. akn ovvas hoe gece. sydney te tk na thakle cholena. baba maa tmder onek ksto dici tai aj ei ksto pasci. kona amak map krba kina janina. mp kre dio parle. tmak onek vlobasi....

sydney.2

last sunday car wash e gecilam. 7 hrs kaj krci. amr somosto paa ar komr bethay bis hoe gece. 3 ta pain kilr kaici. goto kalo hatar protita stepe betha  paici. rate gumate parini paar bethay. etai sydneyr sob theke hard job sobai bole. ekanei apatoto fixd hoa lagbe. jodio ami fxd hoe geci. oneke amak lucky bole karn car wash e age 10 dlr per hour e dito ami jedin theke join krci ota 15 hoe gece. jai hok oneke protomei ato tk per hr job payna. gotokal shakil amr upr rag krcilo. Shuvor baba or babar kase gea onek kotha bolce bidese gele ki ksto krte hoy ei nea ar ultimate dos ta amr upr asce karon shakiler abba ok phn kre onek kicu bolce. ami to shuvok ei besoye temn kicu bolini. asole deser manus ekan kar real situation kokonoi feel krte parbena. eta possible na. shimul vai basay deke nea vabi ar se onek bojalo amk. amio thik krci kokonoi kicu share krbona karo shate. vabi ar shimul vai amak nea ato tensn kre ar ato valobase je amr mone hoy amr nijer vai vabi. ami asolei lucky je ato dure eseo tader moto kauk paici. apatoto car washe 4 din 2o hrs krte parbo. deka jak kopale ki ase. sob theke besi kosto lage jkn kona amr upr rag kre. jdio or rag korar karn gulo onek ourono. tarporo ato dure ese valo loagena. maa baba kothy patilo amk. asole ami jor korei asci. maa amk nea onek tensn kro taina. ami valo asi. tumi vebona. puja asar age kancilo. bonta j amak ato valo base age bujte parini kokno. classe ekta new frnd hoice monty. panjabi. onek khatir hoice. amito onek taratari manuser mon joy krte pari mone hoy. he is good person nd ejonnoi taratari frndship hoe gece. tbe ekane jader shate kotha bolci sobai amk onek help korar try krtece. thanx to them. bangladesh onek miss kori. frnds der onek miss kri. baba maa bob k kub dekte esca kore. konake prochondro miss kri. maje maje kann pay kub. kadi tkn. essor k boli sobai k jeno valo rake. amakeo valo reko.........

sydney.1

sydney asci 16 tari aj 30 tarik. kotota din hoe gelo. monta ager theke ektu sokto hoice. tk chara ekane ar kicu chinta na korai valo. kajer kub crisis becz akn winter. kno kaj pascina. sobaik bolci jara poricito. gotokal car washe e gecilam. eta holo sydneyr modde sob theke kothin kaj. onek ksto hoy. 1st 3 hrs training. 2.30 mins kajer tk pabo....gotokal kaj kre asar pothe mone hoscilo ei income kra suru krlam. kulnay thakte maa ke ekbar bolcilam maa gari sarar kaj shike jai. maa bolcilo porte jabi. part time job krbi. gari sara kagbe kan. maa jdi sunto ami 1st je kaj krci seta gari sarar theke onek besi kster ar hoyto tar kace onek choto maner. garir chaka muste muste komor, angul, pa sob bethay jim mere jay tobuo bola jabena i am tired. pani pipasa lagleo onek somoy pani khaoa jayna. ki vabe maa k boli maa ami ei kaj krci. tar chok theke to onek pani porbe jkn se sunbe tar ekmatro celeta dur dese gea ei kaj kre. maa tmak kub mone portece. tmar ekta pic o kase nai. tbe moner vitr ase. tmak sarajibn shudu jalay gelam. onek miss krtici maa tmak. ekane kno kaj k kau choto mone krena. maa tumi amak nea vebona. ami obossoi aonek valo thakbo. ami fire asbo tmar kase. tumi amk bokba setao valo ei lonley lifer theke. janina ki hbe pore. akn ja mone holo tai bllam. baba k phn korlei bole shudu ki kre thakbo ki khabo kivabe gosol krbo. baba ta ato chinta kre amak nea. knodino take happy krte parini. valo theko tmra. miss u very much

sydney life..1

sydneyte asci 16/07/2010. university life ses krei byre asar jnno tey krcilam. 1st vabcilam uk jabo. pore decision change kre aus asar try krcilam. amr temon kicu kra lageni. babai sob bebosta krce. ekmatro celetake byre pathate baba maa kaui raji cilona. tarporo jor kre chole aslam. janina result ki. manus kto kicu vabe ar kto kicu hoy. ekane ese protita muhurto mone hosce ami vul korci. janina asolei vul korci kina. deser kotha frndsder kotha baba maa boner kotha ar bises ekjner kotha kub besi mone pore. ktodin amr chok dia pani porce. fce bke frnds der shate chat krte geao kto pani pore chok dia. onek emotional hoe porci. mon tak shokto krte parcina. ar bises ek jner kotha onek besi mone pore. ekaner life dheke kub ksto hoy. jdi bujtam ekaner life eirkm taile hoyto astam na. valo lagena akdomi. shakil onek help krce. o na thakle aro bipode portam. i m really thanx to him. shimul vair shate dheka hoice. se to omaik. ar vabi aro besi. amk pea tara atoi anondito je bolar mto na. they really take care of me. mone hosce amr nijer vai vabi. asar por theke mental support charao sob dik theke hekp kore cholce. taderk thanks dia choto krte chaina. basay ami eka. shakil ar aunty kaje gece. aunty tao kub valo. happy aunty jdio take kub besi happy dhekayna but she is really a nice person. onek care kore. sundor sydney city. aknto sobar kotha bujte ksto hoy. shalara je kamney kotha koy. eikane ktodin thakte hbe Allah jane. ktodin deser mati deser manusder dekte parbona God knws. miss u all very much. shala amar asole asai thik hoyni. maje maje mone hoy amr sokol paper shasti hosce ekane ese. asole kothata karapna. Isshor jeno amr family k valo rake. ami chaileo tader dekte parbona. sob frnds der miss kri. asar age sobaik boleo aste parini. kau kau mind krce. tbe shahu je asar age basay bose kanna krbe ta bujini. aunty phn kre blcilo. bechara tar best frnd k best frnd kina janina tar bed mate k ktodin dekte parbena . airport e bose kancilam ar sobail phn dicilam....Allah jeno amr sob frnds der valo rake. ame kicu choto vai ase shakil, tanvir, shagor...era amr frndi bla jay. miss u guys. plane uthe last 20 mins konar shate kotha blcilam. she is my special some1. or xm cilo. ami plane utcilam na or phoner jnno. 1 tar somoyi phn dicilo. xm ses kre. oke kub besi mone pore. ki blbo ar or kotha. bole ses hobena. akn kintu kub tensne asi. winter bole jober kub crisis. job pascina. tens lagce. janina ktodin evabe thakte hobe. God tumi jano sob. k0pale ja ase hobe. akn0 nijek shokto krte parcina. kbe je parbo. sobai bole sob thik hoe jabe. dheka jak sydney k apon krte pari kina. vabcilam ekane sattle hobo taro ekta reson cilo. resonta akn ase kina bujte parcina tbe sattle hobar esca chole gece. hoyto abar aste pare. manus ja vabe ta to hoyna. ki vabi ar ki hoy. tobe eta thik je jibone onek vul decision nici. dheka jak ki hoy.